20 7 / 2012
I’m feeling all sentimental & sad so I’m gonna do the decent thing & splurge my feelings on the Internet lol!
As I lay in my bed in my new apartment whilst looking at photos of the past year, I’ve realized why I’m possibly more sad & scared than others about the end of our film course; I don’t wanna be alone again.
I moved to this country with a clean slate. No friends, just my family which unfortunately broke over a year from moving here. Being a child of a broken home at 20 (after 17 years of happiness) was a struggle for me. For lack of a better word, i was sad. I had my new BFF Tatiana who I owe my life & sanity to but even though she was amazing, there was only so much she could do for me.
I then joined the film program. I found my career path & learned so much about the awesome film world. But I also met some of the most wonderful people on earth. I am honored to now call them my friends. They have been the lights in my life & I can’t thank them enough. That’s why I’m so sad for this course to end. I don’t wanna loose these people.
I lost Alex. I feel I’m on the verge of loosing Asia (we haven’t been the same since she got back from the 1st trip to TN). I lost Jeo but i’m incredibly grateful to have him back. I’m scared i’ll loose Kari at the end of the year. I can’t loose more people. Loosing Alex has been hard enough. I know that we will all try to keep in contact but I’m still terrified of being alone again.
These people have made me laugh, angry, happy, & murderous. We’ve been through so much that we have this bond that is very rare to come from a classroom. I hope they feel the same way.
I hope I’m lucky enough to remain friends with these people & be privileged to work with them again. I will miss seeing them every day but our friendships have to grow from classroom to adult.
I know that there are some friendships that aren’t meant to last. But I will try everything in my power to make them last.
I love my dysfunctional film family. Thank you for these memories & friendships. You changed my life.
Now let’s get drunk.
12 7 / 2012
"I don’t wanna see you go/But it’s not forever/Not forever!/Even if it was you know/That I would never let it get me down!/’Cause you’re the part of me/That makes me better/Wherever I go!/So I will try/Not to cry/But no one needs to say goodbye!"
Days of Summer, A Very Potter Sequal
I think of this whenever I think of the fact that we are less than 3 weeks away from finishing the film program & how much I’m gonna miss seeing & working with everyone every day. I’m gonna miss those dumbfaces so much :’-(
20 3 / 2012
12 3 / 2012
27 2 / 2012
23 2 / 2012
So, the interviews for the Aegeans will more than likely be on March 12th.
Damn it, Travis…
Damn it Daniel, we don’t ALL need a reply
(anyone else get the contradicion of my email? Ey? Ey? I’m so clever.)
Damn it Kate, you’re so cheeky.
Damn you all for filling my inbox with replies!
Damn it you are all dorks ;0)
I can see the fun in this but can you guys grow the fuck up this is more annoying than spam mail, mainly because I can’t block you people till the summer.
You mad, bro?
Oh he mad