20 7 / 2012
My feels
I’m feeling all sentimental & sad so I’m gonna do the decent thing & splurge my feelings on the Internet lol!
As I lay in my bed in my new apartment whilst looking at photos of the past year, I’ve realized why I’m possibly more sad & scared than others about the end of our film course; I don’t wanna be alone again.
I moved to this country with a clean slate. No friends, just my family which unfortunately broke over a year from moving here. Being a child of a broken home at 20 (after 17 years of happiness) was a struggle for me. For lack of a better word, i was sad. I had my new BFF Tatiana who I owe my life & sanity to but even though she was amazing, there was only so much she could do for me.
I then joined the film program. I found my career path & learned so much about the awesome film world. But I also met some of the most wonderful people on earth. I am honored to now call them my friends. They have been the lights in my life & I can’t thank them enough. That’s why I’m so sad for this course to end. I don’t wanna loose these people.
I lost Alex. I feel I’m on the verge of loosing Asia (we haven’t been the same since she got back from the 1st trip to TN). I lost Jeo but i’m incredibly grateful to have him back. I’m scared i’ll loose Kari at the end of the year. I can’t loose more people. Loosing Alex has been hard enough. I know that we will all try to keep in contact but I’m still terrified of being alone again.
These people have made me laugh, angry, happy, & murderous. We’ve been through so much that we have this bond that is very rare to come from a classroom. I hope they feel the same way.
I hope I’m lucky enough to remain friends with these people & be privileged to work with them again. I will miss seeing them every day but our friendships have to grow from classroom to adult.
I know that there are some friendships that aren’t meant to last. But I will try everything in my power to make them last.
I love my dysfunctional film family. Thank you for these memories & friendships. You changed my life.
Now let’s get drunk.
12 7 / 2012
"I don’t wanna see you go/But it’s not forever/Not forever!/Even if it was you know/That I would never let it get me down!/’Cause you’re the part of me/That makes me better/Wherever I go!/So I will try/Not to cry/But no one needs to say goodbye!"
Days of Summer, A Very Potter Sequal
I think of this whenever I think of the fact that we are less than 3 weeks away from finishing the film program & how much I’m gonna miss seeing & working with everyone every day. I’m gonna miss those dumbfaces so much :’-(
07 3 / 2012
I laughed out loud to this in the middle of the quiet waiting room at Planned Parenthood. I got a few dirty looks lol
(pic not mine)
24 2 / 2012
I love this coz its almost exactly the same for editing. I relate to this far too much lol
23 2 / 2012
Film Student Emails
Travis:
So, the interviews for the Aegeans will more than likely be on March 12th.
Daniel:
Damn it, Travis…
Me:
Damn it Daniel, we don’t ALL need a reply
(anyone else get the contradicion of my email? Ey? Ey? I’m so clever.)
Andrew:
Damn it Kate, you’re so cheeky.
Heath:
Damn you all for filling my inbox with replies!
Sandy:
Damn it you are all dorks ;0)
Ed:
I can see the fun in this but can you guys grow the fuck up this is more annoying than spam mail, mainly because I can’t block you people till the summer.
Asia:
You mad, bro?
Amanda:
Oh he mad
